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Sunday, January 12, 2014
Going Up Sacred Raven's Mound at Night
Going Up Sacred Raven’s Mound at Night
The walk up the
“sacred raven’s mound” saddle was familiar, except this time it was dark and
there was heavy smoke in the air, flakes of ash wafting in the flashlight beam
and I had a shovel in one grip and a communicating device in the other. The fire must be nearby and I want to help. There was noise up on the west ridge and I
could see their eyes glinting and hear their hooves against the stones and the
earth; the sound small hooves make; there was a group of deer above me. It was fear inspiring; dreamlike.
I spent some time up
here years ago meandering with my 8 year
old daughter on Sundays and we would “mine” precious green stones from the high
quality red clay bank. It was a special
thing to do as we assuaged our hearts. I
had, back then, been poaching dead firewood along the trail, and lugging it to
where the truck waited. This was before
the drought of 2000, the beetle kill, an amazingly well thinned forest and the
gain of hundreds of dead piñons , replacing huge cottonwoods that I quartered and burned over the previous
20 years . It was a gnarly old trunk
with a pointed branch that, I found out, was like a tusk or an antler and I
tripped and fell on it, ripping my jeans and it poked hard at my inner thigh,
hurting a long time afterwards. I remember my first experience hunting in
those days and I got me a big bull elk with a massive rack and we cut it apart
in the dark and were carrying the enormously heavy head and antlers to the
truck (it took the three of us) and one of us got sort of gored by the horns
and he groaned in pain, like me and the piñon.
I learned that the way these elements are made; the tree and the
antlers; made to easily catch something, grab what it needed somehow like a
devil’s claw does . I use the “rack” to
dry clothes on in the greenhouse and I toss them casually in its direction and
they get hung ( I wondered if this drying “rack” was ‘insulting’ and then I realized it was a great tool;
wrested of course, from the natural world as we sought to eat).
The saddle and hill, which looks like a huge head rising out
of the earth; has long ‘arms’ on both sides. I named it ‘sacred raven’s mound’ as I finally
saw the ‘arms’ as wings and the ‘head’ as the skull of a raven. It’s a very special look-out , invoked, I
thought, by the suggestive powers of a raven (the only animal that actually fashions/creates
tools, it seems; like bending a wire to create a hook; not just poking sticks
like an ape might). I peered down upon
what I knew to be a huge basin, the glint of railroad tracks disappearing around
a low hill. I looked for the glow of a
wildfire and saw nothing. The ash was
from distant Arizona, so I leaned on the shovel, caught my breath and walked
back down, past the crag on the left that was a sentinel overlooking the gorge
and the snaking streambed five hundred feet below somewhere. I knew there was more to this boulder, as I
had discovered its ‘star crossed lover’, frozen for all time as another granite
being; one with a natural arched opening at its base (something I had never
seen in granite before) she being across
the gorge and up a steep gulch. I had
climbed ‘er once as I sought solitude from being a step-parent and got up there
in the early morning, then discovered
that I was frozen in fear as I tried to descend; easier to climb than come down
from, I learned. I feel there is a
great myth to tell about these giant stones and have thought about it many times. But there was something missing and then I
saw, a few weeks ago; a solitary stone propped naturally, like its “parents”;
like the perfect child, almost a standing baby, but not in sight of the mother,
but on the slope overlooking the waterfalls and the pools way down below….just
standing there innocently lost and lost for so long that light green lichen,
which always looks youthful somehow, was all over it. These characters were also silent observers
as the ash from two hundred miles away wafted by their ‘nostrils’ too, all of
them, except for me, really……indifferent and stoic. They, in fact, ‘saw’ everything; warm days
and bitter nights; knee deep in snow and crowned with the stars. Not curious, themselves, but just part of the
mystery involving… what to do. I
thought…….. “I am obsessed with nature, with the flower, with the root. It is
all linked to my situation as a… (person)… exiled from…( my)… primordial.” *
The leaves shimmer against the blue-grey sky, in the breeze,
being near the end of the twig, which is near the end of the branch; the leaf
is branched with veins which mirror the branching and the swaying tree is
rooted by underground branches and the system is magnificent in its ability to
communicate with both the earth and the sky; creating itself and sustaining
itself through a communication and chemistry with air, water, light and
nutrients. It is responding and working
with and in the sky; with the wind, the warmth, the dryness. It is antennae sending and receiving messages
from anything that will listen: ‘look at
me and see more and more and more’, like a fractal in the forest, alchemists, a
Druid prayer sent out into the multiverse, saying; “…there is a lot going on
here, so take a good look and think about what I am doing”; something like
that…….so……just want to say……..“may the forest; be with you”.....
* - Aimé Césaire
Saturday, October 19, 2013
Mesa Walk in Beauty (sung to a Spanish colonial dance tune)
WHEN WE WALK ALONG THE MESA TRAIL ( inspired by the song 'La Camilla', a northern New Mexican tune and dance which has three parts; a couple step close, step close, step close to the middle from the outside circle, then a funny little shuffle back to the start, repeat, then polka around for two stanzas. Words and adaptations and variations by Thor Sigstedt. The song is is D, with the chords going DAGD,GDAD then DAD and the low E string on the guitar is tuned down to a D note, so the guitar can sing that low D that I cannot. TS. © November 1, 2013)
When we wander upon the crumpled crown, always dancing round and round and round and round
Oh the beautiful, the beautiful, the fluttering little
dove
Oh the wonderful, the wonderful, yes the blue blue sky above
(repeat instru) (then instrumental of whole series)
When we stop to gaze upon the town, then we feel like
shouting, "we are here looking down"
When we stop to rest under the pinon tree, then we feel like sleeping, yes, right here in shade
When we walk along the mesa trail, we see the little things
that are a lying there so still
When we dance along the mesa rim, under the sun, darting over here and there
Oh the beautiful, the beautiful , the beautiful little leafWhen we dance along the mesa rim, under the sun, darting over here and there
And the beautiful, yes
the beautiful, see the blue blue sky above
(then repeat instrumentally or hum)
When we hunt upon the mesa top, then we whisper quietly, and
then stopWhen we wander upon the crumpled crown, always dancing round and round and round and round
Oh the wonderful, the wonderful, yes the blue blue sky above
(repeat instru) (then instrumental of whole series)
When we stop to rest under the pinon tree, then we feel like sleeping, yes, right here in shade
Oh the beautiful, the beautiful, the beautiful walking
trail
Oh the wonder, the fabulous, oe'r the beautiful trail we go
(repeat instru)
When we wander away from the trail, softly walking carefully around the little tree
When we walk upon the soft soft earth, felling wonder at what this nature's worth
Oh the beautiful, the beautiful, the beautiful land I see
Oh the marvelous, the wonderful, the timeless things I feel
(repeat instru)
Oh the beautiful, the beautiful, the ..................(repeat 4 times or so with, perhaps a full instrumental and then fade out)
Oh the wonder, the fabulous, oe'r the beautiful trail we go
(repeat instru)
When we wander away from the trail, softly walking carefully around the little tree
When we walk upon the soft soft earth, felling wonder at what this nature's worth
Oh the beautiful, the beautiful, the beautiful land I see
Oh the marvelous, the wonderful, the timeless things I feel
(repeat instru)
Oh the beautiful, the beautiful, the ..................(repeat 4 times or so with, perhaps a full instrumental and then fade out)
Saturday, September 28, 2013
Mansi McClure Kern: Life Celebration and Memorial Announcement
Please go to "Mansi Kern" link in right hand column and click that link for more information. Feel free to make a comment on this blog at the bottom. The program is being developed right now, so feel free to come back and check it out.
The Madrid Folk Music Festival occurs on the same day as Mansi's Life Celebration, and also Todd Lovato (Mansi's grandson), with Todd and the Fox is playing there at 2:45, so there is time to get over there. Todd and Eric have also kindly chosen to donate a number of free tickets to the festival in Madrid to people coming to Mansi's Life Celebration, so it is first come, first serve for a number of them. It seems very appropriate to honor folk music this way and dance and enjoy as this is a great way to celebrate Mansi's life work as a folk artist and performer. Many Santa Feans, over the years have performed with her and so that is a wonderful sign of her activity in this field. Mansi would dance or play or listen anywhere at the drop of a hat and so that is what we are hoping to do on the day of her memorial. It is sort of on the way to Madrid; go to Adventure Trails ranch and then take 285 to Galisteo and take the newly paved road, hwy 42 east to the Turquoise Trail and then left through Cerrillos to Madrid. Parking may be tight as the balloon festival and the music festival are in full swing. More about that later......
Monday, August 5, 2013
Mansi McClure Kern, 89, of Tesuque, died Monday, August 5th,
peacefully in her own home.
Mansi, the oldest of five children, was born to the late
Helena Modjeska Chase Johnson Drea and Harry McClure Johnson, April 16th, 1924,
in Winetka, Illinois. Mansi graduated
from Putney (High) School, Putney Vermont, in 1942 and then attended Benningon College
for three years, leaving due to illness then finished up her degree as a
teacher from Colorado College in 1970. She married Val Sigstedt , then Ken Kern;
mostly, though, raising her four children as a single parent. She moved to
Santa Fe in 1951 for a few years then returned permanently in 1963.
Mansi had a life-long career as a folk dance teacher with
both children and adults, teaching at Loretto Academy, four of the northern
Indian pueblos, also privately and she performed as a professional
musician/accordionist all over the country, including Aspen, Colorado,
Idyllwild, California and Santa Fe New Mexico and was a violinist for the Santa
Fe Symphony in the early days. Mansi
collected, interviewed and archived many of the Spanish Colonial New Mexican Folk Music and Dances and musicians; playing with the viejitos in the remote villages to learn the music ; this in the mid
sixties, performed with her music group, The Festival Folk Ensemble (which also
included many of her grown children and grandchildren and family members) for over 20 years at the Santa Fe Fiesta,
Taos Fiesta, Pagosa Springs Fiesta, Las Vegas Fiesta, Baille Cascarones, Las Golondrinas, El Nido
and many other venues and coordinated an exhibition dance group often at the same time, played at nursing homes and hospitals and was a
familiar face and participant with Baille Cascarones each year, displaying her
great dance ability and knowledge and passion for the local traditional dances. She will be dearly missed at those dances!
She built the “Pavillion Melodia”, a large circular dance
and performance and teaching center on
Avenida Melodia, Tesuque and held many dances and musical events there. She was
also an avid proponent of organic foods since high school, being way ahead of
her time in that aspect and she was a guiding light for that life style, which,
for many, now, is standard practice. She
also was an ardent pacifist, anti-nuclear advocate and nature lover, "back-to-the-lander", defender of racial and cultural equality. Recently she could be seen as an iconic
figure gracefully enjoying the Summer Music on the Plaza concerts ; was dancing
on the plaza only a few weeks ago. She was, truly; a Santa Fe treasure.
Mansi is survived by
four children: Shawn Sigstedt of Steamboat Springs, Colorado; Thor Sigstedt of
Spirit Valley below Canoncito; Anhara Lovato of Tesuque and Tanya Kern of
Tesuque and Phoenix, Arizona. She also is survived by eight grandchildren
(Todd, Juniper and Nico Lovato; Tara Pack, Dylan and Sophia (Sigstedt); Lief and
Olin Sigstedt and two great-grandsons (
Abe and Torsten Pack). She is also
survived by her two sisters, Elizabeth Stickney and Priscilla Paetsch and her
nephew, Bristol Stickney.
There will be a memorial on October 12, 2013. Musicians and friends are invited to bring
their instruments and others can grab a maraca and join in the
festivities. Please bring memories and
photos and a simple food offering to the
event. Any flowers and decorations can
be brought at that time. Please call
505-466-4403 for more information or go to http://thor-sigstedt.blogspot.com
for more details.
Friday, July 19, 2013
Susurrus Arroyo
“ An arroyo (/əˈrɔɪoʊ/; Spanish: [aˈroʝo], "brook"), also
called a wash, is a dry creek or stream bed—gulch that temporarily or
seasonally fills and flows after sufficient rain.[1] Wadi is a similar term in
Africa. In Spain, a rambla has a similar meaning to arroyo. In Hispanic America
any small river might be called arroyo, even if it flows continually all year
and is never dry.” pohu'u 'creek with
water in it' <po 'water', /tu'it 'large groove' 'arroyo').
What a great word for something;
arroyo
Just real close to susurrus, oddly
(Powerful and flows right off your tongue);
But gulch works too. Like; “ the
granite crag with the arch in the gulch and the other crag across
The canyon survey the arroyo below as the susurrus waters subside”.
Even if you don’t quite know what arroyo means exactly
But you know one when you see one
(…or hear one)
Or are in one or near one
Its all about water, the soil, the milieu, as it were
….and the forest
….and how things are taken care of;
How things are taken care of;
How we take care of them and …
How they take care of us,
Bringing fresh life to any area
And, like many things; not entirely predictable
But it’s always smart to look upstream
As we walk the dry arroyo under the hot sun
And around the bend of the mesa up there;
Looking for dark dark clouds
(not a bad thing to look for in a drought down by the river bed)
And lightning and thunder
And then, perhaps, the rocks will thunder, too, as they crash into each
other
Tumbling down the arroyo and then happily resting, cleansed, washed and
Surrounded by clean, crisp, squeaky sand and fine reddish silt and pine
cones
After the flood; The Susurrus Arroyo!;
Feeding crystal clear pools to wonder at,
Like an 8 year old does by the sea, amongst the rocks; into tidal
pools’ life forms…
Then perhaps the stroll leads to a cowboy bath;
Stripped naked beneath the rustic skyscraper gorge
Splash, kick and splash;
So beautiful it hurts your feelings.
“Arroyos can be natural fluvial landforms or constructed flood control
channels. The term usually applies to a sloped or mountainous terrain in xeric
and desert climates. In addition: in many rural communities arroyos are also
the principal transportation routes; and in many urban communities arroyos are
also parks and recreational locations, often with linear multi-use bicycle,
pedestrian, and equestrian trails. Flash flooding can cause the deep arroyos or
deposition of sediment on flooded lands. This can lower the groundwater level
of the surrounding area, making it unsuitable for agriculture. However a
shallow water table lowered in desert arroyo valleys can reduce saline seeping
and alkali deposits in the topsoil, making it suitable for irrigated farming”.
….They are also great for volleyball games and horseshoe throwing and gathering
sand, taking children down to them (or
ducks)……..that’s what I’m talkin’
about!!
Friday, June 28, 2013
Feeling Our Way Around Forgeries
Most
families have a horsethief or two in their histories, but we just have forgery
in our closet. My dad first told us that
my grandfather, Thorsten (which means “Thor’s Stone”, which suggests that the
‘real’ “Thor’s Hammer” was not what we think of as one, but just an old stone; a
reverse knock-off, honestly) over from Sweden after carving a copy of the “royal barge” for the
king;

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