As time
passes and priorities and poetic and aesthetic values start to settle out into
a sort of value hierarchy, a few things rise to the surface and stones are one
of them. Rocks are so stunning
aesthetically and as something to contemplate that I have often thought that if
they were not quite so prevalent, then just any single stone, put into a
museum; would be the most modern and fantastic looking sculpture there. I have collected rocks all of my life and now
live along a creek with a bed of a wonderful and wide selection and collection
of stones, giving a lifetime of pleasure to be a part of their world, so
intimately involved in looking at them and working with them. I recently carved a bathroom sink basin out
of a plutonic rock from Spirit Valley; using diamond bits and blades and
various hand and power tools to create a wonderful natural and functional
piece. I have found an ancient stone
hatchet, which is a veritable combination tool; a mono, a hammer, a weapon; and
it fits like a glove inside your grip.
Also I have found many arrow and spear heads and a broken metate that I found as I grabbed to use it as a shim for a
concrete form only to notice that it was what it was. A few days ago I was hiking up a steep
embankment, rather cliff face and was with five friends who were also on the
“game/wildlife/deer” trail The going was
difficult partly due to the steep incline and partly due to the ubiquitous
sluffing-off sandstone in this area which created hazards because no hand or
foot hold felt all that safe. We stopped on a possibly nondescript spot halfway up and I
looked down and I noticed a beautiful reddish and tan, sort of oval and convex
domed river rock sunken into the soil, and I immediately excavated few inches of soft
earth around it with my hands to reveal the full dome of the stone. I lifted it up carefully only to discover
that there was a healthy herd of ants, large and fast and sort of what I call
“honey ants”, under it, so I let it back down, saying, “I love this unusual
stone that, to me, obviously, was brought here and I will pick it up on the way
back and take it home. My comrades, of
course, heard me say this and we had a brief discussion about me doing that and
the nature of the stone, being a beautiful “river rock”. We poked around the top of the ridge and what
I found was an awesome, large, flat rectangular stone shelf on the top of the
ridge furnished with a small sandstone wedge propped horizontal to create a
small low bench and next to it a sort of domed table like stone that had
cracked in half and had a few rocks on top of it and this stone had some very indistinct etching of initials on it. As we reached the mid point of our descent
from this historic ridge, I heard two voices ahead of me simultaneously
exclaim, “It’s a metate!” I walked down
towards them and there they were holding “my stone” that I had vowed to pick up
and carry back if we came that way, having turned it over now and, surely, it
was a beautiful, obvious concave surface worn by many years of use and smooth
and beautiful. I held it and someone
said, “There should be a mono right here too” and so we glanced around and ,
sure enough, there was a beautiful mono in the midst of a number of similar
sized stones on the slope at my feet.
This was an amazing experience for all of us!
To cap this
story off, there is another one wrapped into that day’s adventure: at the crest
of this hill was a crag which had the distinct shape of an Indian’s head, we
thought. This was our original goal to
attain and so I and Alan headed right up to the top of it. The crag was narrow and not ample for walking
around, but good enough to navigate carefully.
I turned towards Alan just as he was leaping across an abyss/crevasse
and I was so frightened by what I saw; his profound danger as he lept; that I
called out to him, “Oh man, watch out”!
He just made the leap and I was profoundly relieved as I was envisioning
a disaster up there. I went around that
spot, not daring to jump it myself and approached him as he was on his hands
and knees looking at something. I came
closer and he was just beginning to pick up turquoise stones. He explained that he jumped the crevasse and
then, landing, he saw turquoise on the ground and was thinking, ‘Puebloans have
been up here’. Then he realized they
were the stones from his own turquoise necklace which must have burst open
during his daring leap and fell to the ground in front of him. We talked as we picked them out of the
prickly pear cactus and the little cracks and the soil and he talked about his
Navajo old woman elder friend who had stated to him some years ago, when he was
bemoaning having broken a turquoise jewelry piece, in her quiet older voice,
hushed, “…oh no, it is good to have it break and to wear your turquoise because
it is, as it breaks, saving you from some disaster or other!” We now understood that some powers may have
been at work here, just as she had said.
A little later Alan and I decided to go back up that crag for another
excusion, by impulse, and I saw him bend down and pick up another piece of
turquoise. It had fallen out of his
pocket when he had descended earlier and would have been there for ages had we
not had the impulse to go back up this round-about way! Hmmm…..
So I am
hoping that these stone stories and their shadows and beauty and power will
assist us in our search for meaning to our lives and as we sort out our
priorities.
May 2,
2014 Thor V Sigstedt Spirit Valley, New Mexico
along Galisteo Creek
What a wonderful story. You know a lot about the love of stones, every size, shape, color and structure.. There is nothing like walking in a beautiful spot and taking in the magnificent bounty our Mother Earth offers up. For me at least, the slow pace and awareness of the living world is Zen. xoxo
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